{"id":753,"date":"2024-04-17T06:02:14","date_gmt":"2024-04-17T06:02:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/?page_id=753"},"modified":"2025-08-12T09:50:45","modified_gmt":"2025-08-12T09:50:45","slug":"esimene","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/esimene\/","title":{"rendered":"M\u00f5tted ja tunded keerulisel perioodil"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-group alignfull has-background-background-color has-background\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0;padding-top:var(--wp--preset--spacing--60);padding-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--30);padding-bottom:var(--wp--preset--spacing--60);padding-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--30)\"><div class=\"wp-block-group__inner-container is-layout-constrained wp-container-core-group-is-layout-392eb801 wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns alignwide are-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-30f78326 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:60%\">\n<p>\"I didn't feel like I had any mental support, I didn't dare to really say what I was thinking because they might put me in the asylum.\"<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\"The wicked\/unthinking side of me just took over - I almost went at my parent with a chair and threw away important things.\"<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\"It was embarrassing to ask for help.\"<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\"You're most vulnerable at night, that's when you want to talk.\"<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\"I don't really have anyone to turn to and who is waiting for me.\" (young person in substitute care)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\"I have to manage on my own, it's not easy with me and I don't want to worry others\"<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\"The anxiety is so great that I'm afraid, but I don't want to be a burden.\"<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Ma ei usalda kedagi, seep\u00e4rast pole mul ka p\u00e4ris s\u00f5pru.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Iga inimene hoolitseb enda eest, ei taheta tegelikult aidata neid kellel p*****s&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Nii kui nii midagi ei muutu.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Olime vanematega pidevalt t\u00fclis, pole siiani t\u00f5siselt r\u00e4\u00e4kinud sellest.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Ei tundnud, et keegi oleks hullup\u00f6\u00f6ra mures minu p\u00e4rast.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Teadsin, et ei peaks nii k\u00e4ituma, aga tundsin, et pole midagi kaotada.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Isegi kui \u00fcritasin k\u00fcsida ja m\u00e4rku anda, et oleks abi vaja aga ma ei osanud \u00f6elda v\u00e4lja, et vajan abi.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Tundsin, et olen teistest erinev. T\u00e4iskasvanulikum kui teised. Mind ei huvitanud need asjad, mis minuvanuseid.&#8221;<br><br>&#8220;T\u00e4iskasvanud ei oleks aru saanud &#8211; sp ei \u00f6elnud, miks ennast vigastan. Nad ei teadnud, mis on depressioon&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Et p\u00e4riselt ei kuula keegi, mis minul \u00f6elda on. Miks kuulate teisi? Mis on see minus, et te mind ei usu?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Nii v\u00f5i naa ei usu keegi mind &#8211; sp ei r\u00e4\u00e4gigi enam midagi&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8221; Mul ei olnud kuskile minna, elasin turvakodus, tahtsin ema juurde tagasi minna, aga ei saanud. Sees oli protsesteerimine, kui ei saa nii siis elan niimoodi.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>*Olen kogu aeg imelik olnud, teistsugune.&#8221;<br><br>&#8220;Eesti hallile \u00fchiskonnale ei meeldi teistsugune inimene&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Mul oli &#8220;halva&#8221; lapse tempel juba koolist &#8211; \u00f5petajatel nii tugev hoiak mu suhtes, et ma ei saanud neile r\u00e4\u00e4kida, mis minuga tegelikult toimub&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Keda ma usaldasin, olid teised noored, aga nad ei osanud ka mind aidata&#8221;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:50%\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery has-nested-images columns-default is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"817\" height=\"566\" data-id=\"777\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/motted.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-777\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/motted.png 817w, https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/motted-300x208.png 300w, https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/motted-768x532.png 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 817px) 100vw, 817px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Ei tundnud, et mul oleks vaimselt tuge, ei julgenud p\u00e4riselt \u00f6elda, mida m\u00f5tlen, sest \u00e4kki pannakse hullumajja.&#8221; &#8220;Kurjus\/m\u00f5tlematu pool v\u00f5ttis justkui minus \u00fcle \u2013 l\u00e4ksin peaaegu tooliga vanemale kallale ja viskasin endale olulised asjad \u00e4ra.&#8221; &#8220;Piinlik oli abi k\u00fcsida.&#8221; &#8220;\u00d6\u00f6sel oled k\u00f5ige haavatavam, siis tahaks r\u00e4\u00e4kida.&#8221; &#8220;Mul pole tegelikult kedagi, kelle poole p\u00f6\u00f6rduda ja kes&hellip;&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/esimene\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">Read More &raquo;<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">M\u00f5tted ja tunded keerulisel perioodil<\/span><\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"neve_meta_sidebar":"","neve_meta_container":"","neve_meta_enable_content_width":"","neve_meta_content_width":0,"neve_meta_title_alignment":"","neve_meta_author_avatar":"","neve_post_elements_order":"","neve_meta_disable_header":"","neve_meta_disable_footer":"","neve_meta_disable_title":"","_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-753","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/753","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=753"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/753\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2679,"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/753\/revisions\/2679"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=753"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}