{"id":763,"date":"2024-04-17T06:38:20","date_gmt":"2024-04-17T06:38:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/?page_id=763"},"modified":"2024-11-19T06:44:42","modified_gmt":"2024-11-19T06:44:42","slug":"viies","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/viies\/","title":{"rendered":"What did I experience as a child?"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-group alignfull has-background-background-color has-background\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0;padding-top:var(--wp--preset--spacing--60);padding-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--30);padding-bottom:var(--wp--preset--spacing--60);padding-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--30)\"><div class=\"wp-block-group__inner-container is-layout-constrained wp-container-core-group-is-layout-392eb801 wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns alignwide are-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-30f78326 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:60%\">\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading has-text-align-left\"><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Juba lasteaias tundsin, et olen teistsugune. Ei tahtnud teistega v\u00e4ga m\u00e4ngida, vaid t\u00e4iskasvanute seltskonnas olla.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Vanemad olid kogu aeg t\u00f6\u00f6l ja kui nad koju tulid, olid nad kogu aeg v\u00e4sinud\u2013 olin palju aega \u00fcksinda. \u00d5ppisin \u00fcksi olema ja tegema asju. \u201cElasin\u201d palju internetis ning \u00f5ppisin sealt. M\u00f5tlesin, et lasen neil rahus olla ja saan ise hakkama.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Ma ei ole kunagi tundud, et mind armastatakse.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Ma olin v\u00e4ga v\u00e4ike, m\u00e4letan et kasuisa j\u00f5i ja peksis ema.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Mind kiusati koolis, ma ei tea miks, aga kogu aeg norisid.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Vanemad tulevad t\u00f6\u00f6lt koju..\u00fctleb, et tahab puhata ja et ma olen liiga aktiivne..ei tahagi r\u00e4\u00e4kida oma muredest, lasen siis vanematel puhata.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;\u00dchest kallistusest paari aasta peale ei piisa.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Mu vanemad ei \u00f6elnud kunagi, et nad mind armastavad.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Koolis kiusati algkalssides, ma ei tea miks, m\u00f5tlesid lihtsalt \u00e4ge norida, koolikiusamine noh&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;\u00d5petaja mind ei sallinud, ma istusin iga p\u00e4ev peale tunde. Mul kadus \u00e4ra see motivatsioon, et \u00fcldse koolis k\u00e4ia.M\u00f5tlesin, et mis ma k\u00e4in siin, kui ma pole siia oodatud.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Olin nii noor, 11, ei tea kuhu \u00fcldse saan p\u00f6\u00f6drduda.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Tundsin end kui t\u00fc\u00fctaja.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Kasvatajad tegid k\u00f5ik selleks, et mind \u00e4ra saata&#8230;kogu aeg olin k\u00f5iges s\u00fc\u00fcdi. Siis hakkasingi \u00fclbitsema ja tegema nende elu nii ebamugavaks kui sain (asenduskodus kasvanud noor).&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Koolis kiusati tugevalt, kodus \u00fcritasid toetada, aga tundusid \u00fcksk\u00f5iksed&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:50%\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full ext-import\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"959\" height=\"638\" src=\"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/lapsepolv-1.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-809\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/lapsepolv-1.png 959w, https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/lapsepolv-1-300x200.png 300w, https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/lapsepolv-1-768x511.png 768w, https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/lapsepolv-1-930x620.png 930w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 959px) 100vw, 959px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Juba lasteaias tundsin, et olen teistsugune. Ei tahtnud teistega v\u00e4ga m\u00e4ngida, vaid t\u00e4iskasvanute seltskonnas olla.&#8221; &#8220;Vanemad olid kogu aeg t\u00f6\u00f6l ja kui nad koju tulid, olid nad kogu aeg v\u00e4sinud\u2013 olin palju aega \u00fcksinda. \u00d5ppisin \u00fcksi olema ja tegema asju. \u201cElasin\u201d palju internetis ning \u00f5ppisin sealt. M\u00f5tlesin, et lasen neil rahus olla ja saan ise&hellip;&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/viies\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">Read More &raquo;<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">What did I experience as a child?<\/span><\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"neve_meta_sidebar":"","neve_meta_container":"","neve_meta_enable_content_width":"","neve_meta_content_width":0,"neve_meta_title_alignment":"","neve_meta_author_avatar":"","neve_post_elements_order":"","neve_meta_disable_header":"","neve_meta_disable_footer":"","neve_meta_disable_title":"","_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-763","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/763","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=763"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/763\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1618,"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/763\/revisions\/1618"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sasuudad.ee\/en_us\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=763"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}